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Thoughts anyone? (I'm hoping I don't sound like some crazy person going on a rant.)

Nope, not crazy (or you're not the only one)
Is dressing en femme perhaps somehow always in the back of your mind? I know I've lost some of the erotic element myself, however I find that when I throw on a simple outfit, a huge weight is lifted from me... Not that I feel trapped or imprisoned otherwise; but it's quite a breathe of air when I can dress.

To a certain extent, I think NBE has made dressing easier for me, because I can be happy without going to extremes, don't 'crave' it, and get more out of it on more levels.

How's that for a crazy rant?

I guess I'm always receptive to the idea of dressing en femme. I'm uncertain if that means it's always in the back of my idea somehow.

Perhaps more than anything, I would like to share dressing up with someone, whether it be a family member, friend or significant other. Because I've always kept dressing up a closely guarded secret in real life, I would have to be quite close with the person I share dressing up wth. Maybe it's this closeness that I seek more than anything else?

I agree with you about NBE making dressing up easier.