[GoneGirl]

I haven't had the urge to dress enfemme at Halloween or any other holiday, but I do dress in female attire once or twice a week. Before PM, it was always done in private and was sexually arousing. Since PM, it's become a way to experience feeling like a woman. It has the effect of masking off the masculine side of me for awhile so that I can express my feminine side more completely. More than anything, it's how I cope with my crossdreaming personality.

I only crossdress at home, often in full view of my wife who is not put off by it. I actually like having her with me on those occasions because the girl-girl interaction is very satisfying to me. My fem wardrobe is expanding slowly. I like to try different combinations of clothing items to generate a pleasing look. My wife always accompanies me when shopping for fem clothes which takes a lot of the stress out of it.

My choice of clothing is not designed to be flamboyant or sexually provocative. I do prefer to wear skirts and dresses over slacks or jeans, but getting some well-fitting girl's jeans would be fun, too. I'm interested in getting a polo dress, for example. My lack of a defined waist line makes it a good choice for me.

Maybe next Halloween I will try the witch get up. Will that be the first step to stepping out? Now that's a scary thought!

CK