[Curious_AJ]

Hi AJ,
It's funny you should mention BO may be hard to stop. I took it for 2 years, one year at max recommended and 1 year on low dose or maintenance dosage as I like to call it. I tried to stop after 18 months, trying to ween myself off, I didn't like it. At year 2, I switched to estradiol under a doctors care and stopped BO completely, I didn't miss it, E gave me the same feeling of calmness. So I continue on the road of male feminization. I am not looking to transition and still enjoy being a man, but I also enjoy being a woman.

There was definitely an immediate and noticeable effect for me. It really made itself felt in calming my typically racing mind and making it easier to focus. I wasn't expecting it or looking for it, it just happened. 

I do have a hard time seeing myself taking BO under the pretense of not ending up transitioning. Perhaps the effects would be strongest right off the bat and then plateau in which case it would be possible. Otherwise, based on my very limited experience, I believe I would see serious feminization rather quickly which would make maintaining a male presentation somewhat difficult.

I do think I will try another week cycle to see if the effects I felt the first time return. You know, for science.