[WantBreasts]

Here it is a year later and I decided to add an update or maybe confession is a better word for it. 

After thinking about it long and hard and considering what people have written here I realized that my breast growth was too important to me to give up. At one point I 'quit' and that lasted all of 2 days before I restarted my regimen lol. Other things clicked also...I don't know about others here in the 'male staying male' thread but I occasionally crossdress and now that I had some realistic looking breasts those clothes started looking a lot better - something that I found very gratifying.

And, well, to make a long story short I've started transitioning.

For years I tried to tell myself that this was a fetish or experiment and I was sure I was going to remain a guy but I see now that I was in denial about my real feelings; I wanted breasts for the simple reason that they made me look and feel more feminine.  

I'm certainly not implying that everyone here is in denial like I was but I would encourage you all to do some soul searching and be honest with yourselves about why you're so drawn to this particular hobby and where it's taking you.

I'm at the stage -- late in life -- where I want to grow breasts.  I've been researching HRT vs supplements, and who knows where that will go.  Reading your post here, when I got to the last sentence, I'm surprised you see it as a "denial" stage rather than an evolutionary process.  Sitting here right now -- probably like you were at some point -- I do not have a desire to transition.  However, after growing my breasts and feeling much more feminine, maybe I'll made the decision to transition.  But I highly doubt it for various reasons.  One, I'm too old to do put my body through that process.  And, two, I'm not so sure (again, at this stage) that I want to lose functionality in my penis and ability to ejaculate.  I'm not in a position where I worry about what anyone thinks.  But for now, I just want breasts....and sensitive nipples!!     We shall see where this evolutionary process (not denial) takes me.