[PerkyAcups]

@Shiraz, thank you!  It was a huge weight off of my shoulders.  It feels good to not be hiding anything from her. It feels good to have someone else knows the struggles I have. 

I am a little concerned about relapsing. I told her if I relapsed on anything it would probably be growing breasts. I remind myself I accomplished what I wanted.  Big enough breasts to need a bra.  She hasn't said anything or showed any attention to my breasts since I told her.  I have been wearing my new bras all day except for sleeping for concealment.  

I was taken aback how wearing a bra daily for only a few weeks has made it hard to go braless. I tried a few days ago.  My shirt fit funny, my nipples were sensitive rubbing on the shirt, I missed the support of the bra.  I felt out of sorts.  On the way out the door I looked in the mirror, went back to the room and put a bra on. I don't think I can go back to not wearing one.  Maybe that is all I needed.  Every once in while putting my bra on I have that WTF have done moment, but it passes quickly.  Time will tell, but I agree. It is not going to be easy to never try to grow them bigger.