2 hours ago
Hello prostatenipple,
I think you ask some questions that are very difficult to answer (as only you can answer some of them, particularly about whether you're MtF or trans).
Would you be willing to elaborate more on this? Do you feel partly female or another gender altogether?
I think points #1,2 & 5 is something you can do as a cis or trans person. Some guys enjoy cross-dressing for a multitude of reasons. And of course, this website has lots of guys who want to grow breasts. On the other hand, wearing female clothing and growing breasts can be affirming for trans women.
Points 3-4 may be potential indicators of you being trans.
How do you feel about having low testosterone levels? Is this a blessing or a curse for you? Would you prefer to have estradiol be your dominant hormone?
I can't say whether you're trans or cis. As for being intersex, that might be best answered by talking with a doctor.
If it could help, I could share my own experiences of being a trans woman. I know I'm trans because being a woman is the norm for me. I couldn't imagine going back to pretending to be a guy. I also love being on estradiol.
Pre-transition, I think some of the signs were:
I think you ask some questions that are very difficult to answer (as only you can answer some of them, particularly about whether you're MtF or trans).
Quote:I can't say that I feel 100% male.
Would you be willing to elaborate more on this? Do you feel partly female or another gender altogether?
Quote:1. I have crossdressed in secret. My earliest memory was when I was about 7 years old.
2. I have a stash of female underwear hidden.
3. Anytime I watch (hetrosexual) porn I secretly focus on and assume the identity of any female performer.
4. Last 2 years my fantasies of being or becoming a woman have increased in intensity and frequency.
5. I have been taking PM and other NBE substances for the past 4 years.
I think points #1,2 & 5 is something you can do as a cis or trans person. Some guys enjoy cross-dressing for a multitude of reasons. And of course, this website has lots of guys who want to grow breasts. On the other hand, wearing female clothing and growing breasts can be affirming for trans women.
Points 3-4 may be potential indicators of you being trans.
Quote:Maybe my low testosterone means I was always pre-deposed to take this journey?
How do you feel about having low testosterone levels? Is this a blessing or a curse for you? Would you prefer to have estradiol be your dominant hormone?
Quote:Am I MtF? Am I trans? Am I cisgender? Am I intersex?
I can't say whether you're trans or cis. As for being intersex, that might be best answered by talking with a doctor.
If it could help, I could share my own experiences of being a trans woman. I know I'm trans because being a woman is the norm for me. I couldn't imagine going back to pretending to be a guy. I also love being on estradiol.
Pre-transition, I think some of the signs were:
- I enjoyed the mental benefits of being on PM (compared to when I went cold-turkey from the herb)
- I never took offense at being referred to as she/her
- I liked how anti-androgens (such as spearmint) suppressed my masculine libido
- I wanted to have breasts and a feminine body
- I hated having facial hair and other masculine characteristics