16-03-2011, 03:46 AM
Its not my bf thats stopping me, i'm not 100 % sure because this will have a huge impact on my life, and I can only see it closing possible doors, because it's hard enough being myself some days. Ahh (sigh) its really hard to explain how i feel, its just really hard to me . I ADMIRE women so much, sometime i find them so attractive, but i never dated any women before so i'm quite sure what this means.