16-03-2011, 12:39 PM
booballstar, it sounds to me that you are not only confused of your identity right now but also your sexuality. I think you need to seriously just think for a week deep down and discover who you are as a whole. There are a few people on this forum and others that have been in your situation, maybe not exactly the same, but similar that I'm sure can give some insight and help. One that really comes to mind is Cheryl1989, she was a born male, who at first was a straight male that just wanted to grow breasts, had no clue why. Later he discovered himself and decided to make more changes to become the beautiful woman we know today, and she dates males now as far as I know. So maybe she can give you some insight on the more deeper subjects that you need right now. I of course cannot fully relate as I'm a born female, just have had friends in your situation on both sides of the fence. I wish you the best of luck though. And advise you think deeply for a while about who you are and go from there.