[beverley.rose]

This is very similar to the way many of my TS friends talk during their "transition" phase. if you aren't all ready you might really want to consider at least seeing a therapist,

I hate dealing with doctors and shrinks. Oddly enough, one of my worries is that if I see a shrink they'll tell me that I am TS when I feel that what I really am is "TV with attitude" even though that is where PM seems to be pushing me.

I have no problems being seen in public with breasts and I would much, much rather have my own boobs than falsies because then I could do a much better job of living as a woman. Does that make me TS? D*mned if I know...

.... if not taking a good read-through of "Harry Benjamin … Standards of Care" taking some time with the criteria....

Thanks for the tip. Do you mind if I ask what you consider yourself to be? I'm not totally clear after reading what you posted. It all sounded very, very experimental.

.... what you are reporting on the mind effecting aspect it sounds quite literally the estrogen is seeping into your brain.

I certainly hope so because that is one of the main reasons I take it.

Beverley