[Chrissiegirl]

melody, I worry at the expression "typical tranny guilt" I do not consider myself a "tranny", but as a woman, born with a screwed up body. Guilt is a feeling totaly alien to me, on a journey to release the woman trapped within me. My feelings are of releif, joy, even euphoria. I now have a very femanised body and to present as male is, visualy, off the agenda; I have a pair of tits and, no way will they pass as moobs [wrong shape & too big] and a female belly and legs, as well as weight around my hips; which is definitely not male. When I saw the psychiatrist, as my first step to transition , on the NHS, he not only did not question my trans status but said that he had no doubt that I would be happier as a woman. I say this, because, if I counsel caution, this is where I come from and I would hate to see someone get to where I am, physicaly, and regret it; the consecuences would be dire.
The true test, of whether you are transexual, lies in your earliest memory of introspective thought; if you are, it will have been that you are a girl, or should have been born a girl. Unless this describes you, please do not take PM, you will just be storing up trouble, for yourself and your family. If it does, sit back, enjoy the ride and remember that you had no control over the form of the core nucleas of your siriata terminalis, so guilt is the last emotion you need to feel. This was the hand nature dealt you and the only way, of dealing with it, is transition. Take care and, if you are sure that transition, is for you, the best of luck, because, I think, this is the best route to take.