Not sure how I'll die, but I hope it isn't too soon and is peaceful. I'm fairly sure my gender, genitalia, sexual orientation and whatnot will have nothing to do with that event.
I'm not at all interested in being called madam.
I am not out chasing furry prey, and haven't for at least 2 decades, and I hope that never changes for me. Life has enough to it without that complication for me. My wife satisfied that need for me, although I think when I was younger I wasn't as aware of that as I am at this point in my life. The turning point for me on that was almost 20 years ago when someone tried very hard to make me a successful hunter and I (to my own surprise) found I had no trouble at all saying "No, I'm happily married" and truly at that point realized it was really, really true.
So I feel very lucky. I felt I wanted to have breasts. I couldn't explain it to myself. I had forms and such for years, and was never truly happy with that. Eventually in a sort of roundabout way, I wound up on a path to growing the real thing and the result filled that need for me. I have no urge to go any further, and don't want to present as female. It has enhanced our bedroom life, though not all the time and sometimes it's irrelevant. I have grown enough that I get stares a lot but have yet to have anyone rude enough or bold enough to actually say anything out loud to me. I'd guess they do talk about it, just not to me. I used to worry more about hiding them, but as times goes by, I worry about it less and less. I don't put them on show, but I don't hide them either. This has been an interesting summer for me in that respect.
I have noticed that my shorts and pants want to ride lower on my hips than they used to and I have to tighten my belt to get them to stay in place on my waist where they always have been. I haven't lost any weight so I'm suspicious what that is about. I do notice a different curve to my profile if I am lying on my side than I used to have. I think between those two things, I cannot deny that my lower half body shape is changing somewhat but not a lot I don't think. I am not trying to change that about myself. If it continues, I'm not sure what I'll do about it if anything. At this point, it doesn't mean much to me one way or the other.
I don't know how many out there are in my boat. But for us, trying to act female in order to prove to ourselves we should be outfitted with genuine parts just misses the point completely. Everyone is different.
Whatever you're trying to get to, I hope you enjoy the destination and the journey. If you haven't got a destination in mind, enjoy the ride!
I'm not at all interested in being called madam.
I am not out chasing furry prey, and haven't for at least 2 decades, and I hope that never changes for me. Life has enough to it without that complication for me. My wife satisfied that need for me, although I think when I was younger I wasn't as aware of that as I am at this point in my life. The turning point for me on that was almost 20 years ago when someone tried very hard to make me a successful hunter and I (to my own surprise) found I had no trouble at all saying "No, I'm happily married" and truly at that point realized it was really, really true.
So I feel very lucky. I felt I wanted to have breasts. I couldn't explain it to myself. I had forms and such for years, and was never truly happy with that. Eventually in a sort of roundabout way, I wound up on a path to growing the real thing and the result filled that need for me. I have no urge to go any further, and don't want to present as female. It has enhanced our bedroom life, though not all the time and sometimes it's irrelevant. I have grown enough that I get stares a lot but have yet to have anyone rude enough or bold enough to actually say anything out loud to me. I'd guess they do talk about it, just not to me. I used to worry more about hiding them, but as times goes by, I worry about it less and less. I don't put them on show, but I don't hide them either. This has been an interesting summer for me in that respect.
I have noticed that my shorts and pants want to ride lower on my hips than they used to and I have to tighten my belt to get them to stay in place on my waist where they always have been. I haven't lost any weight so I'm suspicious what that is about. I do notice a different curve to my profile if I am lying on my side than I used to have. I think between those two things, I cannot deny that my lower half body shape is changing somewhat but not a lot I don't think. I am not trying to change that about myself. If it continues, I'm not sure what I'll do about it if anything. At this point, it doesn't mean much to me one way or the other.
I don't know how many out there are in my boat. But for us, trying to act female in order to prove to ourselves we should be outfitted with genuine parts just misses the point completely. Everyone is different.
Whatever you're trying to get to, I hope you enjoy the destination and the journey. If you haven't got a destination in mind, enjoy the ride!