08-09-2011, 10:07 AM
Hi Julie,
What I am trying to do before anything else is get a handle on this Testosterone thing. So far I feel reasonably sure that if I use more Testim my feelings about "being" a women grow stronger. The days that I used a "little extra" from a second tube (using 1 tube puts me in the 700+ range) I feel very much more "driven" to make a change. I have the luxury to be able to adjust my T levels pretty much at will.
I haven't started to use less that 1 tube a day yet ... that's the next step. At 1 tube each day there are times that "changing" feels strong and times that it's non-existant .... sorta like I'm right on the "edge".
It's kinda like a double edged sword .... I'm enjoying the feelings. For certain my labido is "high" .... I'm 64 years old and most mornings I wake at attention .... nice feeling .... this is something that the wife may grow to love as much as me.
I haven't discussed the "female" side of it with her yet. Last night I was reading an article of T Levels .... she came downstairs to where I am on my computer .... I've been looking at womens clothing lately so "google" is displaying "high heel" ads across the bottom of the screen .... she says, in a firm voice, "What are you looking at High Heels for?" .... I blew it off .... said "I'm reading an article about T Levels .... I don't control what ads are shown or my computer" .... yeah I chickened out .... not ready for that "discussion" yet.
Talk to everyone later ....
Hugs ... Karen
What I am trying to do before anything else is get a handle on this Testosterone thing. So far I feel reasonably sure that if I use more Testim my feelings about "being" a women grow stronger. The days that I used a "little extra" from a second tube (using 1 tube puts me in the 700+ range) I feel very much more "driven" to make a change. I have the luxury to be able to adjust my T levels pretty much at will.
I haven't started to use less that 1 tube a day yet ... that's the next step. At 1 tube each day there are times that "changing" feels strong and times that it's non-existant .... sorta like I'm right on the "edge".
It's kinda like a double edged sword .... I'm enjoying the feelings. For certain my labido is "high" .... I'm 64 years old and most mornings I wake at attention .... nice feeling .... this is something that the wife may grow to love as much as me.
I haven't discussed the "female" side of it with her yet. Last night I was reading an article of T Levels .... she came downstairs to where I am on my computer .... I've been looking at womens clothing lately so "google" is displaying "high heel" ads across the bottom of the screen .... she says, in a firm voice, "What are you looking at High Heels for?" .... I blew it off .... said "I'm reading an article about T Levels .... I don't control what ads are shown or my computer" .... yeah I chickened out .... not ready for that "discussion" yet.
Talk to everyone later ....
Hugs ... Karen