10-09-2011, 04:48 AM
I do not like a tick box mentality; ask me where I am and I will try and tell you.
Simply, this is the best space I have ever inhabited. I now am a C cup, way less strong and a lot more emotional, than before. Mentaly, I inhabit a very different space; I am less aggresive, more easy going and at peace with myself. I was a very skilled DIY'r, now I find I can't be arsed. I do not, particularly, like the company of men, who I tend to find irritating, or worse. I have gone from being a very fast driver, to one, who is quite happy driving quite slowly and is irritated by those who drive too fast! My ability to parallel park has vanished.
Like most middle aged women, sex is not an issue. As a dear friend of mine says, of a good pudding: "that's better than sex".
I first recall being overwhelmed by a feeling of being born the wrong gender, about 6 1/2. I struggled with my transsexualism for all my life and was swayed by the deliberate missinformatiom, coming out of Charring Cross. How ironic, that I am now being reffered to that very hospital! For those, outside the UK, it is the leading clinic, for transgengered people, in the UK and will grant me my gender recognition certificate, which will make me, in law, a woman. That is, to me a much bigger step than the next, which will be SRS.
I m widowed, so the partener problem, does not come into then equaision.
I am self employed and my business is quite high profile. I have found people, by and large, very accepting. I was in Spa, today and the lady on the checkout, was talking to me, over other customers, about how good my food was. My staff reffer to me as "she" 99% of the time.
I have been on PM over 2 1/2 years and am still growing. Buds took around 4 months to appear and are still, very much, with me, which also means permanently sore boobs. My present cup size tells you all you need to know about boob developement.
Simply, this is the best space I have ever inhabited. I now am a C cup, way less strong and a lot more emotional, than before. Mentaly, I inhabit a very different space; I am less aggresive, more easy going and at peace with myself. I was a very skilled DIY'r, now I find I can't be arsed. I do not, particularly, like the company of men, who I tend to find irritating, or worse. I have gone from being a very fast driver, to one, who is quite happy driving quite slowly and is irritated by those who drive too fast! My ability to parallel park has vanished.
Like most middle aged women, sex is not an issue. As a dear friend of mine says, of a good pudding: "that's better than sex".
I first recall being overwhelmed by a feeling of being born the wrong gender, about 6 1/2. I struggled with my transsexualism for all my life and was swayed by the deliberate missinformatiom, coming out of Charring Cross. How ironic, that I am now being reffered to that very hospital! For those, outside the UK, it is the leading clinic, for transgengered people, in the UK and will grant me my gender recognition certificate, which will make me, in law, a woman. That is, to me a much bigger step than the next, which will be SRS.
I m widowed, so the partener problem, does not come into then equaision.
I am self employed and my business is quite high profile. I have found people, by and large, very accepting. I was in Spa, today and the lady on the checkout, was talking to me, over other customers, about how good my food was. My staff reffer to me as "she" 99% of the time.
I have been on PM over 2 1/2 years and am still growing. Buds took around 4 months to appear and are still, very much, with me, which also means permanently sore boobs. My present cup size tells you all you need to know about boob developement.