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You raise some good points, even more to think about! And as for the thrid species (or 3rd sex) comment, I think Im probably one of those, was just thinking that women always say men have got it easy but I think its the other way round!

If I were shorter, had more natural fem features anway younger and didnt have family I probably would be more towards the TS side - Ive always thought if I could magically go back in time to the point of my conception id change myself to a girl in a heartbeat (but then feel guilty as my children then wouldnt have been born - I overthink things way too much!) but as I am now I really dont see that happening and fear for the upset caused to other people, especially my kids so I just try to repress it I guess, and snatch a few hours of private girly time whenever i can. If I stay focused, I can go a month or so without dressing up etc but I do have to stay very focused! but then I always slip back to my old ways, which feels good at the time but then quite often feel guilty and confused after

Wow Im rambling so much sorry everyone! But this is the first time Ive found a site which consists of decent open minded people to talk to who dont seem to judge, so its a great relief in a way!

[/align]Thanks everyone xx