[karen]

Hi Karen,

When I was testing the limits of my program, I felt a loss of identity. I now limit the number of experiments, and take constant doses at the level that feels most comfortable.

For me, it's a disturbing thought that what feels most comfortable could also be a consequence of what I'm taking. Do you feel NBE is making me run around in circles?

Hi Isabelle,

I can't say what NBE "can do" or "does do" to others ... or how it may make them feel. I can tell you this ... it certainly has made me wonder how much of what I have felt over the years (like my cross dressing episodes) has been because of hormonal changes within myself. Changes that went undetected because they were never looked for or tested for. I am still freaked by how my hormones seem to affect my pysche ... they are strong and real feelings when they are happening.

Karen