[bryony]

I absolutely believe that my brain was "damaged" at birth, programmed to expect female development.

Given that, of course if I could take a pill that would convert me into the form I would be if I had been born that way (looking somewhat like my daughter) I would take it.

Alternatively, if I could take a pill that would reprogramme my brain to be match my physical form, then I would take that.

Given that no time travel is involved, and I've lived my life in a male body with wife and kids, I wouldn't particularly want to have to spend the least years of my life as an old woman, so if I had the choice of the two, I'd take the male pill.

If you'd given me the choice at 20, it would have been the female pill.

Am I happy as I am? No. Simple answer. But I'm coping. And I don't need my knob cut off to do so (apologies for the vulgarity)

B.