[confused]

Hi,

I've just stopped taking PM after seeing the changes it has
done to my body. I've been taking it for a very short time,
but I've had enough growth (if I can call it that) to make
me wonder if I really want this.

Approximately half of the time I don't want to look like
a female and do not want breasts or anything even resembling
them. The other half of the time I will massage my breasts,
imagine they're bigger, imagine that I have a more feminine
figure etc. This is all really confusing to me. It's like having
two different persons inside of one.

Has anyone else here had second thoughts? Or is everyone
absolutely sure in wanting to grow breasts? What are your
motives for growing breasts? For me... I don't know, really,
but I think I may be transgendered (thought this is not at all
clear, since I tend to switch between male and female state of
mind rather frequently). I do plan to visit a therapist soon to
see where I fit in on the gender spectrum.

I'd also like to know how hard is it to reverse the effects of
PM once the growing process really starts (i.e. after budding).
Is the resulting breast state equivalent to gynecomastia?