[Pansy-Mae]

Really need to regain the calm and loss of anxiety I feel when I am on a feminising regime so maybe 3000mgs for PM as soon as they arrive.

Whatever else you do or don't take, do NOT go straight on to 3000mg PM per day.
Start at 1000mg, or even only 500mg per day, and work up by 500mg per day, a week at a time. Its almost guaranteed that your body will react very badly to being blitzed by that much ( 3000mg) 'alien' hormone without having time to acclimatize.

Many of us find that anything over 2000mg causes blinding headaches at least.