08-06-2012, 08:56 AM
Its funny that u said that L word lol. ye. i do know what u mean and that's how i feel. matter of fact for some weird reason i feel like i want to have a gf and stuff even though i've been off everything for about 2 weeks.
The only reason why I ever doubt my sexuality or my gander identity disorder is when i see a girl i could possible have an amazing relationship with IF i was your average straight dude. And when I see such a girl it makes me feel upset because I know that we have the chemistry but no foundation for that chemistry because I don't have that masculinity that I would've had if i was a normal guy. and because of that when i see a girl I like, i get shy and insecure especially when they hit on me.
The only reason why I ever doubt my sexuality or my gander identity disorder is when i see a girl i could possible have an amazing relationship with IF i was your average straight dude. And when I see such a girl it makes me feel upset because I know that we have the chemistry but no foundation for that chemistry because I don't have that masculinity that I would've had if i was a normal guy. and because of that when i see a girl I like, i get shy and insecure especially when they hit on me.