21-06-2012, 10:05 PM
You're not alone Brunella! I just like boobs full stop probably because I don't have much. I too as a child used to stare at the catalogues and collect the underwear pages male and female LOL. As a 3 year old I was mimicking my aunts and mother who were well endowed and stealing their underwear and stuffing them with socks or oranges.
I never grew whilst everyone around me did but I did also suffer a major messing up of my hormones at puberty after my father died when I was 11. I never actually stopped to think about this until I joined this forum and I understood I must have had a lot of stress hormones knocking around my system at the time. I also started my periods at 10 1/2.
So now I do want larger boobs for me and if the by product is my boyfriend being happy then that's fine too. He doesn't like big breasts at all oddly, but I would be happy being a 32b/c! Yes there is a sexual draw to it for me too, but a sense of achievement surpasses that as well as rectifying the psychological traumas from my childhood. Very deep, so it's not just about boobs!
I never grew whilst everyone around me did but I did also suffer a major messing up of my hormones at puberty after my father died when I was 11. I never actually stopped to think about this until I joined this forum and I understood I must have had a lot of stress hormones knocking around my system at the time. I also started my periods at 10 1/2.
So now I do want larger boobs for me and if the by product is my boyfriend being happy then that's fine too. He doesn't like big breasts at all oddly, but I would be happy being a 32b/c! Yes there is a sexual draw to it for me too, but a sense of achievement surpasses that as well as rectifying the psychological traumas from my childhood. Very deep, so it's not just about boobs!