[Demon Lord Etna]

#2 observation was that my desire to crossdress decreased, which upset me a bit, though I felt great. Maybe the fact that I retired at almost the same time had something to do with my attitude, though I was honestly anticipating having more time to spend crossdressing, thus the fact that not feeling like crossdressing much was a bit disconcerting.

I know this is an old thread but maybe the desire to "crossdress" has diminished simply because you're at a point that you aren't seeing it as crossdressing anymore. You're just getting dressed. Your clothes now might not be as over the top feminine as they were when you were deliberately trying to dress as a woman, but how does your current style compare to before that? When you were trying to dress as a man?

Subtle changes seem to go unnoticed when compared to the wrong extreme.

Then again, I could be totally offbase, and this won't matter in the least.