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I think you're onto something here. Having achieved what I wanted with NBE, I sometimes ask myself why I don't just stop it completely. The answer always seems to be that I just plain feel better generally when I am on PM. Even a minimal dose does that for me, although I do confess to sometimes taking more just to mix things up a bit. I'm not really sure why I do that, but not too worried about it either. There's nothing interesting for anyone to find out about my sexuality, and my gender hasn't changed and isn't going to. I've never been ashamed of my body.