27-07-2012, 03:05 PM
Guess it comes down to the whole telling a lie or hiding a secret routine of would you rather them find out from you or from someone else...
I searched PM Anxiety and breast enlargement still came up so thats a no no.
Only thing I have playing on my side is the fact she absolutely refuses to believe that herbs are strong enough to change the human body and have great effects. Calls them a gimmick, scam, lies to make money, etc.
Although I think once the changes become noticeable and if questioned I'm just going to have to sit down with her and hope for the best and tell her
"Babe you know I love you and I want to be with you forever, I know we have our issues and I have mine that are greater then probably any man you have been with. I dont want to hurt you, I dont want to lie to you, But the changes going on with my body I believe are reason for me to see a therapist (not tell her i did it just let it be known changes are happening and i need to see someone professionally) I dont know where this will take me or us, I do not want to be a woman, nor do i have the desire to transition, But i do feel femining, and i do have incredible urges to express this and the more this relationship makes me force to bottle it all in the more difficult it becomes to be me. You love me and I love you, I understand the femininity i choose to expose eyes to and you to may make you feel like im taking away from your femininity, or that you're not woman enough. Au contraire you are more then anything I could ever ask for, and i know this is difficult to take in, But i'm asking you to accept this, and walk with me down this path, not just my best friend but as my gf, if you can't i understand and i hope you understnad i am not trying to hurt you, i just need to find out why i think the way i do and need and wnat what i cant stop feeling the desire for."
orsomething like that
I searched PM Anxiety and breast enlargement still came up so thats a no no.
Only thing I have playing on my side is the fact she absolutely refuses to believe that herbs are strong enough to change the human body and have great effects. Calls them a gimmick, scam, lies to make money, etc.
Although I think once the changes become noticeable and if questioned I'm just going to have to sit down with her and hope for the best and tell her
"Babe you know I love you and I want to be with you forever, I know we have our issues and I have mine that are greater then probably any man you have been with. I dont want to hurt you, I dont want to lie to you, But the changes going on with my body I believe are reason for me to see a therapist (not tell her i did it just let it be known changes are happening and i need to see someone professionally) I dont know where this will take me or us, I do not want to be a woman, nor do i have the desire to transition, But i do feel femining, and i do have incredible urges to express this and the more this relationship makes me force to bottle it all in the more difficult it becomes to be me. You love me and I love you, I understand the femininity i choose to expose eyes to and you to may make you feel like im taking away from your femininity, or that you're not woman enough. Au contraire you are more then anything I could ever ask for, and i know this is difficult to take in, But i'm asking you to accept this, and walk with me down this path, not just my best friend but as my gf, if you can't i understand and i hope you understnad i am not trying to hurt you, i just need to find out why i think the way i do and need and wnat what i cant stop feeling the desire for."
orsomething like that