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But I'm still open to suggestions I am 90 Percent su're I know what iambic doing and getting myself into so keep posting for my original post above

Ok. For starting out I think the big challenge is deciding what herbs you're going to take, the doses for the herb(s), and where you're going to buy the herbs. You can certainly plan this all out now, however it's very likely you have a major obstacle to overcome. How do you intend to buy/pay for the NBE herbs? You're too young to get a credit card, drive a car or even get a job other than something like delivering newspapers. It's not like you can ask your parents for money since you don't want to tell them of your intentions.

I think the financial limitations you have because of your age is proof enough that NBE isn't something you can pursue in utmost secrecy. Either you have to wait until you're more financially independent or you tell your parents about your desire to have breasts.