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Let me see if I understand. You are a biological female who would prefer to be male and you are engaged in the discussions here because you are hoping that something will help you “feel/want to feel more feminine”? I do hope something here will be of help.

Lol Yes. ^^; It's a little more complicated than that, but then again, it always is.
I've always wanted to be male, even as a child. But I would never want to get the surgery to complete the transformation because I still wouldn't feel completely male without all the parts working properly. And I would have been pretty ok with just dressing the part and acting male, except that my breasts in the beginning were already full 32B's...too much to pass as male, too little to be completely feminine...not to mention that I'm more straight than gay (maybe about 80/20), and I would be even more miserable not being able to date whom I want. So I figured I'd go the complete opposite way with things and try to become as feminine as possible and forget about being male! And, while it is distracting me the curvier and more feminine I become, it still won't let me completely forget about it.

I want to blame this high T-count, but I honestly think part of the problem is that I'm pretty sexist against females, and growing up almost all of my friends were boys.