[Machadomen]

I am very sure like i said i have felt this way since i was 9 and i just ordered the nature day and its shipping to me soon. I hope my parents will understand me if they do find out. As for social things my friends are also super understanding fun loving people they arent as "feminine" as me on the inside but i just wanted to be known as regular james but still be feminine i dont think i want to be totally a woman but just breast for now but i do know the risk there are for taking the Nbe i ordered. My life wont change much besides the having breast and the things that come with taking natureday i can still hang out with my friends i can still go to school i can still study go to the movies and go to the mall. Yes there will be some staring but ill tell them i have gymnostica or whatever its called. For now ill use my sisters bra once i get development which i assume which will happen much faster than someone older since 1. Estrogen and testosterone is out of balance at the moment since im going through puberty and 2. im young i would like to gain more weight though to distribute to my breast. Ill keep you guys updated and im going to be keeping a journal on this section every couple of days to help others my age or close. ^.^ but i cant wait for my buds to come in at first ill have the girls in my school jealous in no time haha. Ps I have been on a thing for teens called qocial and alot of people are supportive on there especially girls and it jsut makes me feel happy so i am going for it wish me luck and good luck with your growth ill take pics when i get buds ;D and then womanly breast