[bryony]

I don't think the herbs/drugs are addictive. For me it's the knowledge that's the problem. I don't even want breasts but since I know it's possible my perversion is too strong. I'll be watching a movie or a TV show like Game of Thrones, see a woman with a nice natural pair, get excited, then think to myself "I could grow a pair like those myself," and get more excited ><. I have enough common sense to know I shouldn't put anything into my body but resisting is a battle I lose from time to time even though I know what will happen if I continue.

Perhaps getting breast forms would be a good alternative for you?

The trouble with that is you can't feel the nipples

That's how I got on this slippery slope!

B.