15-02-2013, 09:12 AM
Hello people. It's been a while since I was here, I am sorry about that, I appreciate the friendly people here! I am doing fine and I hope you all are too. I want to share a little update and I have questions.
No PM for about 2 months, since I decided I wanted to see what that was like. Trans-feelings still there. Without PM I have tended toward my old ways of isolation, depression and a touch of OCD, progressively as my T-levels have increased, I imagine. Yesterday after a particularly bad week, I decided to try PM again and see. Still being carefull though.
Now to the "funny" part. I have as of now taken 500 mg total; 250 mg day one, at night, and 250 mg the next night. I have not been able to sleep tonight. I don't know if it is placebo but I don't think so, I clearly recognize this. I think the PM is having an effect on my skin already, but the big thing is mental. I can think clearly about important stuff in my life, I feel very energized, almost like it is having a stimulant-like effect on me, I have also noticed I relax in my face-muscles and body as a whole. This hit me a couple of hours ago.
I feel like I just stepped out of some kind of smoky bubble where I had been residing for the last couple of months. It is similar to the feelings I tried to describe in the first post of this thread, only not as shocking and overwhelming as then.
Is it normal for the body to be hyper sensitive to this stuff even after 2 months off?
Have anyone experienced something similar? Thoughts, comments?
Hugs to you all :-)
No PM for about 2 months, since I decided I wanted to see what that was like. Trans-feelings still there. Without PM I have tended toward my old ways of isolation, depression and a touch of OCD, progressively as my T-levels have increased, I imagine. Yesterday after a particularly bad week, I decided to try PM again and see. Still being carefull though.
Now to the "funny" part. I have as of now taken 500 mg total; 250 mg day one, at night, and 250 mg the next night. I have not been able to sleep tonight. I don't know if it is placebo but I don't think so, I clearly recognize this. I think the PM is having an effect on my skin already, but the big thing is mental. I can think clearly about important stuff in my life, I feel very energized, almost like it is having a stimulant-like effect on me, I have also noticed I relax in my face-muscles and body as a whole. This hit me a couple of hours ago.
I feel like I just stepped out of some kind of smoky bubble where I had been residing for the last couple of months. It is similar to the feelings I tried to describe in the first post of this thread, only not as shocking and overwhelming as then.
Is it normal for the body to be hyper sensitive to this stuff even after 2 months off?
Have anyone experienced something similar? Thoughts, comments?
Hugs to you all :-)