10-04-2013, 06:40 PM
(10-04-2013, 04:50 PM)Misty0732 Wrote: I have experienced a somewhat different result here. Over the past two weeks I have experimented with larger doses of PM. My program has been 1500 mg/day (1 tablet of R1 in the morning, at lunch, and at dinner). I decided to ramp that up and just see what how my body responded.
I tried 3000-4000 mg/day and actually found my gender dysphoria started increasing (almost to pre-PM levels). The desire to cross-dress returned, and I found that I wanted to ramp the PM up even more. When I return to 1000-1500 mg/day my mental condition once again calms down and the dysphoria disappears (along with the related desire to express as female).
It seems that I have a "sweet-spot" on the dosage. I believe my breasts are definitely doing something (even at the low dosage) -- I feel the tissue lump under each nipple and my breasts are always tender. I'm not really familiar with the Tanner stages so I'm not sure where I fall there.
Anyone else have a similar experience?
Misty
Hey Misty,
Good to hear from you again. I'm idling along at 1500mg too - about every 8 hours. I've had sensations in my breast although not steady and I'm doing really well emotionally so there is little motivation to increase the dose. All the guilt inflicting things I do are much easier to manage and the irritability and male tendencies to kill things have subsided
I still like to dress but it's really calming and far less shameful than it used to be. I still dream about jumping the fence but it's less controlling than it used to be. I'm curious to know what would happen with a higher dose but not so much that I'm going to try it anytime soon. It's interesting that the "brain rewiring" that I imagined when I first heard about it is different than what I experience but still very good. I'm a little surprised that I got that effect at all. It sounded too good to be true.JennyA,
Your plan sounds hard core. Let us know if it turns your outie into an innie. ...Just kidding

