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Thanks for your answers!
After a few years to get to where I want, what would the matincence dose, be? How much would go back if I stopped, aka would i need to take it the rest of my life? Also regarding the sterility possibility, or non functioning, is that permeant if it happens, or will stoping restore that?

Maintenance dose will vary by individual and you'll have to experiment to know. You'll probably discover your maintenance dose during the course of your "development" so don't worry about it now. I'm pretty new here but I've been around long enough to hear veteran members say that shrinkage will occur if you stop taking the herbs. At some point, after someone achieves the development they want, I suspect they become far less active here or stop coming altogether so what happens beyond 3-5 years is not discussed very often. Sterility is something you don't want to take lightly. You and you're loved one will be heartbroken if you want and cannot have kids someday - that I know for certain. I can't imagine how much more painful it would be if sterility was self inflicted. Perhaps you should consider "putting some aside" because there mere fact that you've asked, tells me you have an inkling you want children someday. Even so, the in-vitro and intrauterine processes are not cheap, easy or guaranteed (been there, done that). Consider your steps carefully! VERY carefully.

About the mental change, that seems so strange for me, as cross dressing is such a huge part of me, and a part of why I want to become more female. I see it as a step to do it more then just on weekends and evenings, I can't imagine not wanting to, and that actually is the most worrying issue I have about taking these.
Thanks!

Great FAQ!!

My own experience is that the "want "to cross dress went from something like a drug I HAD to have to something I do because I enjoy it and it fulfills something within me. The guilt and shame I used to feel is no longer present and just as having estrogen coursing through my body feels "right", so does dressing feminine. It's also a lot easier to regulate the when and where because I'm not driven to do it. Oh, and it's no longer a precursor to masturbation, it's just something I do without sexual strings because it's comfortable and natural. Some members have indicated that the desire to cross dress and / or transition increases on PM. Everyone is at least, a little different.