08-06-2013, 08:19 PM
Hi Flamesabers,
I want breasts because I want to know what it's like. It's not that I really hate being male, it's that I want to know what it's like to be female. If I could pick one super power it would be to be able to change into a girl on the weekends and back to a man when I had to go to work, but unfortunately I don't get to live in my fantasy land and have to deal with reality.
I wrestle with this all the time because I know that in my heart I'm mostly male. The things I gravitate to in my spare time with the exception of course of crossdressing is pretty much all male stuff, but there's a part of me that wants to come out and play now and then, and I don't really feel like I'm doing anything wrong, but I'm also the kind of person that doesn't like to be singled out and the center of attention so expressing it in any king of public way is not a pleasant proposition.
I carry enough weight that I'd probably have to grow pretty large breasts for anyone to notice them, so I'm not in danger of people pointing and laughing any time soon, but I've read on here the the development is permanent so if I ever did get around to losing weight like I should........yeah.
I should probably just lay off and enjoy my crossdressing. That idea makes part of me sad though. Feeling the first signs of actual development was exciting for me, yet scary too.
My affinity for feminine things isn't just a passing thing it's been with me since I was a child, but I'm a male with a very male job and have to live in that world, so it's very frustrating.
I want breasts because I want to know what it's like. It's not that I really hate being male, it's that I want to know what it's like to be female. If I could pick one super power it would be to be able to change into a girl on the weekends and back to a man when I had to go to work, but unfortunately I don't get to live in my fantasy land and have to deal with reality.
I wrestle with this all the time because I know that in my heart I'm mostly male. The things I gravitate to in my spare time with the exception of course of crossdressing is pretty much all male stuff, but there's a part of me that wants to come out and play now and then, and I don't really feel like I'm doing anything wrong, but I'm also the kind of person that doesn't like to be singled out and the center of attention so expressing it in any king of public way is not a pleasant proposition.
I carry enough weight that I'd probably have to grow pretty large breasts for anyone to notice them, so I'm not in danger of people pointing and laughing any time soon, but I've read on here the the development is permanent so if I ever did get around to losing weight like I should........yeah.
I should probably just lay off and enjoy my crossdressing. That idea makes part of me sad though. Feeling the first signs of actual development was exciting for me, yet scary too.
My affinity for feminine things isn't just a passing thing it's been with me since I was a child, but I'm a male with a very male job and have to live in that world, so it's very frustrating.