[MonikaT]

How gripping is she ?
Mine have just started too redistribute fat , no budding again as yet ,
but yesterday the nipples started puffing out and not going down much and the aerolas darkened almost overnight,

Getting quite attatched already,

How many people are going for major growth ?
How many keeping at a delicate size ?

Some on here are very stable in their aims and comments so can fight the Fairy ,

Are there signs too watch for so we can slow down and not let her get a grip or do we just roll on cautiously ?

I ask the question as I am looking for growth and most of all mental benefits , but realise pm works and is strong so do not want too wake up one day and find I am rewired and gone too far,

Thoughtful insights welcome

Julie
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You're like an obsessive-compulsive on meth or something. You have all these racing thoughts which you often post as riddles or barely coherent streams of consciousness. It seems PM is causing you a lot of anxiety. Maybe NBE is not for you since it is causing such anxiety. Maybe you need psych meds (though I would never wish that on most people). Perhaps you should find a good therapist.

Since you have been on the NBE path before, it seems things happen faster the next time around. I suspect what is really happening in most cases is that whatever was lost during the hiatus returns relatively quickly, then progress slows to whatever pace it would have taken had there never been a first time.