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Well I know for sure I'm happier on pm, and I seem more content. Now I seem kinda blank minded. One odd thing I noticed, I had no desire to play video games and was productive while on pm, now I feel lazy and unenthusiastic. Starting to smell like my oldself again and I kinda find it disgusting? Like I need to take a shower :/ think I'm going to order more pm...

I think what you're saying makes sense. When you're happy I think it's only natural that you're more productive. I notice this in myself. When I'm happy I'm far less negative, more patient, and much less likely to become bored or distracted. I think a similar rule applies with not playing video games. When you're happy, you have no need to take your mind off of your stresses and worries with something like a video game. You're already in a good mood.

As far as your smell, I noticed a similar thing when I tried using deodorant that was described as having "a clean masculine scent." The few times I used the deodorant, I smelled like I needed to take a shower.

If you do decide to go back on pm, I hope your girlfriend is accepting of your decision. Has she noticed your change in mood and habits since you stopped taking pm?