[Arksangle]

Hi, here is a little bit about me, I am a 28 year old male, I am not gay physically ( I love girls ) but in my mind I believe I should have been a girl, kinda like my mind is in the wrong body, every time I look at my self in the mirror I almost feel about to cry, I have been looking at the relocation surgery, my mind is ready for that but my body isnt... it looks very painful but once I do more research the pain may be worth it. Sorry if I am rambling on I have never been able to talk to anyone about this. I have spent my whole life acting masculine when inside I am very feminine the only ting I have shared with people is that my favorite color is pink and that I am very sensitive, I am afraid my family would disown me if I told them. ok to my question, I know a male can grow breasts but, are they female looking breasts? or are they just man breasts? and is there herbs that will give a male feminine qualities? sorry if my post is very wierd =(

Thank you
-Arkella