[jamixoxo]

[Is your wife ok with these deeper feelings? That's pretty strong if you went from "ok" with a penis to "hating" it!]

Talked to my wife, she is okay with it, otherwise, she won't buy those PM for me.
just wondering, should I consume 'Saw Palmetto' and 'Pumpkin Seed Oil'? Will those two helps? [http://www.myprime.com.my/ProGuard_8_1.htm] ?
BTW, I did realized when I stopped talking PM, my pimples/[acne] growth!!! Is that normal???

I recommend you check out some other options for PM than what you're taking... You're only getting 750 mg per dose; I'm taking more than 3 times that amount. Saw Palmetto (SP)is what you take to reduce DHT, a form of testosterone. Many people hear have switched to spearamint tea for that purpose.
I also take fenugreek(FG), which adds phytoestrogen but seems to act on fat distribution more than PM does. PM has anti-androgenic properties (reduces testosterone) as well.
I'm paraphrasing the above - check out the blog I linked and other posts here for more in depth info on what does what, and why.
I recall hearing about pumpkin seed but I don't think it's popular here - probably too weak.
good luck!
-j