[Marina Kits]

When taking PM, the desire to transition, from my observations here, is like adding weight to a titer totter - it's going to tip in one direction or the other but rarely stay the same. You might try increasing or decreasing your dose for a couple weeks to see if that changes your desires. It can be a bit of a balancing act. As for your libido, I'm not surprised that it went down. Many experience the same thing. Porn and masturbation become less of a, "must have" and more, "I'll take it if it's offered". I predict your euphoria with starting NBE will eventually wane. There's something exciting about dumping estrogen's into your body when you've always wanted to be female but that thrill doesn't necessarily last forever.