14-11-2013, 02:57 AM
Patti,
I sure enjoy reading your posts and the thoughts they provoke in me. Thanks for hanging around here even after you've achieved so much. You could easily consider yourself "done" with no further need to be here.
Julie,
While I wont say the herbs are responsible for the majority of all this or even a lot of it, I will say that they make it easier to like myself and others. I have become a new creation by other means but the herbs dissolve the last vestiges of my male aggression and irritability and subdue behaviors that caused me much guilt and self hatred. The herbs help me stay in the "new me groove" but without the fundamental changes from earlier, I'm afraid the herbs wouldn't be enough.
I know what you're saying about being emotional - HOLY BUCKETS! There have been several specific incidences since starting NBE that my abundance of FEELINGS has made me take pause and look at myself in awe! I've had to tell myself to just get a grip on several occasions. ...VERY PMS like (and I'm not just saying that to fulfill my own prophecy). It's really weird but also, having been so detached from my feelings for so many years, I really like it at the same time. Confirmation again that my brain and my thought processes are nothing like a typical male.
I sure enjoy reading your posts and the thoughts they provoke in me. Thanks for hanging around here even after you've achieved so much. You could easily consider yourself "done" with no further need to be here.
Julie,
While I wont say the herbs are responsible for the majority of all this or even a lot of it, I will say that they make it easier to like myself and others. I have become a new creation by other means but the herbs dissolve the last vestiges of my male aggression and irritability and subdue behaviors that caused me much guilt and self hatred. The herbs help me stay in the "new me groove" but without the fundamental changes from earlier, I'm afraid the herbs wouldn't be enough.
I know what you're saying about being emotional - HOLY BUCKETS! There have been several specific incidences since starting NBE that my abundance of FEELINGS has made me take pause and look at myself in awe! I've had to tell myself to just get a grip on several occasions. ...VERY PMS like (and I'm not just saying that to fulfill my own prophecy). It's really weird but also, having been so detached from my feelings for so many years, I really like it at the same time. Confirmation again that my brain and my thought processes are nothing like a typical male.