[julieTG]

Now this thread will not go down well with the Bigender sites,

I am trying to deduce whether many us are Trans sexuals in denial,
pure blends or Bi-Gender,

For some time I have thought I am Bi-Gender as the switch is so extreme , ie

Alpha male to Girl in seconds, then I keep reading about Bi Gender people suddenly realising there not and making an mtf transition,

Then you are at the pure Trans sexual like Flame,

Then what I call pure blends such as sfem and Pansy, there mental state has not altered (unlike their chests x)
ie sfem and pansy are stable and seem secure, whereas I am not , I am like 2 people,

Doodle is more TS I think than lets on , but stable , ie not likely to fence hop,

The point I am trying to make is does Bi Gender exist , is it real or is it Trans sexual in deep denial,

I really really am not sure, I would like to think Bigender is real, if not I have a problem ,

What I cannot understand for the life of me is how the switch can be so violent with me or should I say instant,

Whereas most of you here perhaps have girl days and male days , I am instant,there is no build up, just nothing , ie silly girl nonsesense , not a thought and then see an image , BANG,

Girl for a few minutes,

Speech has changed, the way I look at people changes, inflections change, I sit to the left instead of the right like in male mode , I become seriously submissive, ie lay on my back and come and take me, I even start using my left hand,

So on balance would have to say Bi-Gender exists, but I think very rare,

Interested in your thoughts

Julie