[ExcitedAndNervous]

I am a male who thought he wanted to take this journey into NBE. I had used Natureday products and got on the herbal train with PM about 2 weeks ago. I had been so eager to get started I took the jumpstart route and did 1500mg for a day or so but since i had used basic herbs before hand felt i had a foundation to ramp up and went to 3000mg a day for about 7-9 days. After noticing difficulty of function kicking in quickly I immediately stopped and realized this is not what I want to toy around with. And scared myself out of it and tossed the bottle. It has now been about 8 days since I took PM and my function is half assed at best. I can get it up but its not firm at all. I am really freaking out here, is this normal? Will it return to normal? Did I F my body up? I have a gf who I love and 1 main reason I quit it was I dont want there to be any secrets and live a secret life per say. But now I'm scared I have ruined a vital part of me that obviously helps keep relationships together (love making) Idk if this is the right place to post but I'm just seeking help...
I posted the thread below this one which is also why i quit because of the advice and info briefly given there. I do not want to do permanent damage, and breasts to me while would be nice are not worth the risks of permanently destroying my manhood and or relationship.