10-12-2013, 06:17 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-12-2013, 06:51 AM by SarahSchilling.)
Yeah, sorry it got a little wild in here, flame.
Although I think the sexual mental imagery I identified with was relevant to gender identity. Explicitly so.
Don't blame me for the porn though, I've found it gross since the first couple of months on PM around 2 years ago.
Actually, to be more precise, I always found it to be a disgusting habit, but one that satisfied a need thats existence equally disgusted me.
Is this back ontopic yet? lol
As a sort of apology, I'll answer your question from the OP.
I'm TG... yeah a real shock, right? It makes me refrain from being social altogether, because I have little in common with most men, and most women treat me like a guy(like if I ask a chick if they want to come over, she thinks i'm hitting on her, yeah right lmao). Its hard to get along with people you suspect would hate who you really are lol. I can't trust anyone, because I feel that i'm lying to all but the very few close friends I have.
On the other hand, it drives me to dream of living something that resembles an actual life eventually. I actually can envision a future thats more than just tolerable, which is something new. We'll see how it goes lol
See? Wasn't the topic more fun before? I envy you androgynous types in some ways. Much less dramatic ;p
Although I think the sexual mental imagery I identified with was relevant to gender identity. Explicitly so.
Don't blame me for the porn though, I've found it gross since the first couple of months on PM around 2 years ago.
Actually, to be more precise, I always found it to be a disgusting habit, but one that satisfied a need thats existence equally disgusted me.
Is this back ontopic yet? lol
(06-12-2013, 05:42 AM)flamesabers Wrote: How do you perceive your own gender identity and how does it drive or refrain you from pursuing certain choices or actions?
As a sort of apology, I'll answer your question from the OP.
I'm TG... yeah a real shock, right? It makes me refrain from being social altogether, because I have little in common with most men, and most women treat me like a guy(like if I ask a chick if they want to come over, she thinks i'm hitting on her, yeah right lmao). Its hard to get along with people you suspect would hate who you really are lol. I can't trust anyone, because I feel that i'm lying to all but the very few close friends I have.
On the other hand, it drives me to dream of living something that resembles an actual life eventually. I actually can envision a future thats more than just tolerable, which is something new. We'll see how it goes lol
See? Wasn't the topic more fun before? I envy you androgynous types in some ways. Much less dramatic ;p