[flamesabers]

Thank you for all the apologies.

I guess I just need time to figure out what I'm going to do next.

How do you perceive your own gender identity and how does it drive or refrain you from pursuing certain choices or actions?

As a sort of apology, I'll answer your question from the OP.

I'm TG... yeah a real shock, right? It makes me refrain from being social altogether, because I have little in common with most men, and most women treat me like a guy(like if I ask a chick if they want to come over, she thinks i'm hitting on her, yeah right lmao). Its hard to get along with people you suspect would hate who you really are lol. I can't trust anyone, because I feel that i'm lying to all but the very few close friends I have.

On the other hand, it drives me to dream of living something that resembles an actual life eventually. I actually can envision a future thats more than just tolerable, which is something new. We'll see how it goes lol

See? Wasn't the topic more fun before? I envy you androgynous types in some ways. Much less dramatic ;p

Yeah, being unable to trust people who could potentially hate you sounds like quite a problem to deal with. Perhaps joining a TG support group may help in this regard?

I'm curious to hear more on how you envy androgynous types. Sure, there may be less drama, but I think there's a lot of murky water concerning androgyny.