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I think about getting off the NBE train before it gets to full speed. Is it better to deal with the devil I used to know, or the one I don't yet know? Maybe the devil I don't yet know is really an angel, a fairy god mother who will save me from my plight.

Are presuming that full speed on the NBE train will lead to transitioning? Or are you referring to complete breast development?

As far as which devil is better to deal with, I think it depends on large part of how your gender identity is structured and your life's circumstances. If taking pm helps give you peace of mind and it doesn't incur significant external or internal problems, I say go for it and see how things play out. Who knows, pursuing NBE may help you to better understand your gender identity?

I agree well put ClaraKay
That is a perfect way to put it and sum it up.
Last year for Xmas I ask for nylons and heels and got a hammer and saw.
So I built a doll house.
It is what you make it.

Building a doll house sounds like a lot of work. Perhaps you should ask for some dolls this year Elisaustin!