[GoneGirl]

Thanks for your thoughtful response, Flame. The insights I take away from your posts are very helpful.

My wife doesn't seem to be concerned about my breast growth despite its becoming more and more apparent. She's actually drawn to my budding breasts whenever she gets 'frisky' which makes me feel good given the loss of some male function (a necessary negative if I want to keep the psychological well-being I've achieved). In truth, we are both still adjusting to the new reality. It's encouraging to see how you, Flame, and other long-term NBEers have settled comfortably into your feminized bodies.

I think a lot of my on again/off again ambivalence about breast growth is just a consequence of my personality. I'm one of those future-looking, planning types who doesn't like uncertainty, and what I'm engaged in here is far from certain. I need to find the right balance between my bi-gender identity. I figure that I'll know when that happens when I settle into a natural routine which includes both masculine and feminine behaviors.

I plan to drop my PM dosage from 2000 to 1500 mg next week because at the current dosage I'm getting good breast growth and no build up of sexual tension at all. In two weeks I take my cold-turkey break from PM again. Last month the break restored my nighttime erections with no loss of mental benefits. I did experience a longing to resume the PM, however. Is that natural? Does one build up a dependency on these herbs?

BTW, Flame, your breast growth over the past two years is impressive. You must be very pleased.

CK