[GoneGirl]

Ah well, I guess I should just be happy I wasn't stuck playing a role that I was so uncomfortable in anyway.

That is so true, Sarah. That's me exactly. I couldn't be honest with myself about who I was sexually, otherwise I'd have found a girl who's attracted to a take charge kind of guy in daily life, but submissive in the bedroom. Do such women exist?

I'm reminded of the words from "One of these Nights" by the Eagles:

I've been searching for the daughter of the devil himself,
I've been searching for an angel in white.
I've been waitin' for a woman that's a little of both,
And I can feel her but she's nowhere in sight.

Turns out she was right under my nose.

CK