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Lotus and all....

Thanks for the replies and good wishes.

I have to admit the original post was sent in a moment of 'Vin Triste' as the French might say - it was a very abbreviated outcome of a long and detailed somewhat self critical and self pitying discourse which I had written but had enough sense to delete rather than send!!!


I am an analytical type, engineering oriented and, at one time, a pretty good computer technical programmer... this makes it difficult to just accept - 'There's something strange going on around here, who we gunna call.... Breast Nexus'.

I am still alpha male, really cherish male identity stuff, unlike many here, want to enhance rather than decrease male prowess - yet, and here is the big but, I love the growing boobs and the fact that I now have more erogenous zones and can experience new and previously unknown highs.

I guess I am just greedy and want the best of both worlds - I want the new experiences of this world which is opening up but I am certain I cannot ditch the pleasures of the male world I know.

Thus it is that I am torn.

Whilst all the male bits are working as well as ever, I guess I will just keep playing around with the new found female traits - but what happens if/when the male prowess begins to fail me?


Very confused - that I am!!!!!


Thanks for the concern - I am OK really, on the whole - sorry if I drop in every now and then with some seemingly stupid comments - I am still trying to get my head around all this

Cheers

David


Edited this bit on as no-one has yet responded......


The other slight issue I have is that it is so easy in the mind to assume one is going to develop a 'young persons' body... a lot of us here seem to be a bit older than 21 - me, I am mid 50s. I think I am incorrectly assuming that NBE will give me the breasts and figure of a twenty, thirty year old female as they are all new and shining. Presumably, I should really accept that if I continue down this path I will have to deal with an ageing 60 year old female body and the problems associated with that outcome?