[Lenneth]

it'd take a lot more than just money to allow me to transition (if I decided to), still several other factors at play over just money, Relatives/Immediate Family issues being one, utter terror over the idea of surgery being another, and (no offense intended) but to me SRS just seems like a bandaid of sorts, if I was to go through that I would want (cant explain why) to be "Fully Functional" (part of that I guess is not wanting to be forever dependent on big pharma meds for the rest of my life.)

My mother knows, my dad is dead, my brother will have to deal...we don't talk much anyways ;p

Surgery scares me, but the thought of this particular one makes me beam with joy. I really hate this fucking thing. My body's not so bad aside from it.

I'm on those pharma meds already, and can't imagine ever NOT taking them.

But yeah, everyone's situation is different....if mine were someone else's maybe I'd feel differently. I just wanted to explain mine, I suppose.

no probs, thats what places like this are for.