[Miranda-nata-est]

I've predominantly buried it until now.. Yes, it was really, really frightening - at the time I was thinking 'Is this it?' - I know that sounds melodramatic and probably a bit!! absurd, but it was very, very real.


I do think that at that second, something inside me changed - I cannot explain why I think that, nor can I begin to understand what has changed, but I am absolutely certain something is now different ... this also sounds ridiculous - they will be sending around then men in white coats soon at this rate.....