[Missed Miss]

Missed Miss, that was a very touching account of a part of your life. Thank you.

There's a deep sense of sadness in your words coming through to me. Am I right? I think I can relate.

At times, I'm swamped by a sadness when I think that I can never be the woman that is embedded in my soul. I missed my opportunity to be a miss, too, and after so many grains have passed through the hour glass, there's not much that can be done about it. Timing is everything in life. Miss the beat, get out of step, and you're life becomes a cacophony that drowns out whatever harmony exists.

And still we search for it.

CK

Well, the sadness surrounds the fact that the band no longer exists and my singer died, so, no chance for a reunion; the fact that ,my ex BECAME my ex, but that was her own doing, not mine, She cheated on me! And that I can't wear my fem attire ANYWHERE NEAR as often as I'd like!!......and that I wasn't born a girl.