27-01-2014, 01:03 AM
Very similar to mine. I started when I was 2, I tried on mom's lipstick....on my lips, then my face, then all over my body, but never felt that great need to get rid of my dick. By the time I was either 5 or 8, I started dipping into mom's dresser and trying on her bras. I remember lying in bed wearing one of her bras and holding my cupped hands out in front of me as far as I could and saying. "I wish I had tits out to HERE!!!!" Eventually I started toying with her stockings. Pantyhose were just being invented. I found her napkin belt and napkins and wore one for a day or so. Interesting!! I really liked the feel of having something extra in my undies! Why, I'm not sure. My sisters were 3 and 7 years younger than me, so, when they got into puberty, I started dipping into THEIR dressers. Eventually, I also found mom's tampons and experimented with them. By this time, masturbation waltzed into my life and I would imagine myself as a girl quite often when I spanked the monkey. About that time, I also experimented with pantyhose. They felt SOOOO nice!! Digging around in the back room in the attic, I found a very old strapless dress of grandma's, it sort of looked like the southern belle type. It was kinda nice, but I had no tits to fill it with and getting under all those layers made it hard to have a wank. I wore red pantyhose under my dress pants to her funeral and couldn't concentrate on ANYTHING but that the whole time!! I think I was a senior in high school by then. It was becoming way more evident that I WANTED to be a girl!! To have such a GORGEOUS, BEAUTIFUL, pretty body like that, SOOOO soft and smooth!! With really nice tits and a pretty pink little vagina!! 10 years later, I started wearing tights/pantyhose, a leotard/unitard and a short black skater/scooter skirt to play drums in my band, mostly because even shorts were too confining for me. But it also gave me a vehicle to express my girlness. Not only to myself, but in VERY plain sight to the public at large!! My fans came to not only love it, but to DEMAND it and even do it themselves "in my honour"!!!! WAY cool!!!!
About 5 years later, they started making silicone tits for your bra!! I couldn't WAIT to get my first pair!!!! When I finally did, I took them out of the box and placed them on my tits in my cupped hands and was in HEAVEN!!!!!! SUCH BLISS, FINALLY having tits!!!!!!! They lasted about a year!!!! So much for THAT $100.00!! The following year I found a pair for $35.00. Not quite as nice, but they lasted longer than the Curves. A few months, anyway.
In the late `70's, I'd heard a news story where men that worked in Wyeth Laboratories started growing tits after having inhaled the dust from the birth control pills they made every day!! So, one day in the late `80's, I found a few left over that some girl lost and I took them hoping they'd grow my tits. Nothing happened. :-( A few years later, I got my first "real" girlfriend, got her pregnant twice inside of a year, but she aborted both times and the abortion clinic gave her a months supply of BCP's, but she never took them. About a year before I broke with her (for cheating on me!!), I decided to take her BCP's hoping they'd grow my tits. Two months worth did nothing for me. She WAS supportive of my wanting to be a girl, but we still went on like boyfriend/girlfriend and I asked her to marry me, and she said, "yes". After 10 years together, she said she never said, "yes"!! I can prove she did!!!! Because her ex-hubby decided to get a sex change, she knew how to go about it. (He at LEAST grew his tits, but I'm not sure if he got the bottom done. They never said, I never asked, but he DID sit to pee! A few years after I met him, he got a breast reduction because he'd decided it was a bad idea for him to have gotten a sex change. Knowing the way they both are, I kinda think he "suggested" it to her and she practically "FORCED" him to do it. So, she set me up in a therapy thing for transgendered people, the same place he went. I spent 14 years there and they just couldn't figure out which box to put me in because having my dick "removed" was NOT a life or death situation for me, but I'd LOVE to BE a girl!! It was just that, if I had to be stuck with Mr. Sticky all my life, I could deal with it. Eventually they got tired of me and I got tired of being shunted from therapist to therapist time and time again. I haven't been there in at least 3 years, I think. But, in the late `90's, I DID find some silicone tits that were MUCH bigger and lasted a LOT longer than the any of the others I've ever had!!!! I try to wear them as much as possible, but, the past few months hasn't warranted me too many opportunities, partly because of this new job where there's no locker rooms to change in or keep my tits hidden until the end of the day and, because I can walk there in 5 minutes, it's pointless to go to the trouble of putting them on for 15 minutes!! At my last job, I could wear them for nearly 2 hours going to and again coming home from work and I could hide them in my locker. Plus, at this new place, nearly everyone there is very prejudiced and homophobic!! The band broke up 10 years ago, so I don't get to dress up on stage anymore. A few months ago, I found this place and have been a fixture ever since. But, over the decades, there has been hurdle after hurdle that has been blocking me from going even so far as to just grow my tits bigger than they already are. Maybe one day I'll get to the point where I JUST don't care what anyone else thinks anymore and just start growing my tits for ME!!
About 5 years later, they started making silicone tits for your bra!! I couldn't WAIT to get my first pair!!!! When I finally did, I took them out of the box and placed them on my tits in my cupped hands and was in HEAVEN!!!!!! SUCH BLISS, FINALLY having tits!!!!!!! They lasted about a year!!!! So much for THAT $100.00!! The following year I found a pair for $35.00. Not quite as nice, but they lasted longer than the Curves. A few months, anyway.
In the late `70's, I'd heard a news story where men that worked in Wyeth Laboratories started growing tits after having inhaled the dust from the birth control pills they made every day!! So, one day in the late `80's, I found a few left over that some girl lost and I took them hoping they'd grow my tits. Nothing happened. :-( A few years later, I got my first "real" girlfriend, got her pregnant twice inside of a year, but she aborted both times and the abortion clinic gave her a months supply of BCP's, but she never took them. About a year before I broke with her (for cheating on me!!), I decided to take her BCP's hoping they'd grow my tits. Two months worth did nothing for me. She WAS supportive of my wanting to be a girl, but we still went on like boyfriend/girlfriend and I asked her to marry me, and she said, "yes". After 10 years together, she said she never said, "yes"!! I can prove she did!!!! Because her ex-hubby decided to get a sex change, she knew how to go about it. (He at LEAST grew his tits, but I'm not sure if he got the bottom done. They never said, I never asked, but he DID sit to pee! A few years after I met him, he got a breast reduction because he'd decided it was a bad idea for him to have gotten a sex change. Knowing the way they both are, I kinda think he "suggested" it to her and she practically "FORCED" him to do it. So, she set me up in a therapy thing for transgendered people, the same place he went. I spent 14 years there and they just couldn't figure out which box to put me in because having my dick "removed" was NOT a life or death situation for me, but I'd LOVE to BE a girl!! It was just that, if I had to be stuck with Mr. Sticky all my life, I could deal with it. Eventually they got tired of me and I got tired of being shunted from therapist to therapist time and time again. I haven't been there in at least 3 years, I think. But, in the late `90's, I DID find some silicone tits that were MUCH bigger and lasted a LOT longer than the any of the others I've ever had!!!! I try to wear them as much as possible, but, the past few months hasn't warranted me too many opportunities, partly because of this new job where there's no locker rooms to change in or keep my tits hidden until the end of the day and, because I can walk there in 5 minutes, it's pointless to go to the trouble of putting them on for 15 minutes!! At my last job, I could wear them for nearly 2 hours going to and again coming home from work and I could hide them in my locker. Plus, at this new place, nearly everyone there is very prejudiced and homophobic!! The band broke up 10 years ago, so I don't get to dress up on stage anymore. A few months ago, I found this place and have been a fixture ever since. But, over the decades, there has been hurdle after hurdle that has been blocking me from going even so far as to just grow my tits bigger than they already are. Maybe one day I'll get to the point where I JUST don't care what anyone else thinks anymore and just start growing my tits for ME!!