[Marina Kits]

Sounds like you've joined the dark side then lol.... My therapist asked me if I had thoughts about cutting it off myself one session.I hate it but not that much. It would just end up gross...er.

I've always DREAMED of removing my junk myself but truthfully, I wouldn't do that. It's too dangerous and just in case I do get SRS someday, they'll need the "material" to work with. If that puts me on the dark side, then I'm a lifelong member. My distaste for it's presence as gotten stronger with age starting in my teens but my preference for female plumbing has been with me for as long as I can remember.

T drives man to fertilize the egg at all costs. E strives to give birth and nurture the newborn.

That "drive" you talk about makes me want to vomit! ...I just can't bring myself to respect or appreciate that! It's repulsive to me. Thanks to my meds and herbs, the act of intercourse has nothing to do with "planting seeds" or survival of the species but everything to do with deep intimacy and connectedness with my soul mate and favorite person. If a new life was / is created by THAT, it's a beautiful thing!

...breast pump cups... Upon her return home yesterday, she mentions them again while we are getting ready for bed, and oddly she says she will be using them on me!!! Perhaps some of my feminization talk is rubbing off on her!

That could be coming from two angles. A) She wants to inflict upon YOU the plans you made for her or B) she knows about your girly tendencies and wants to play along. Do you know which one it is? If she does in fact try to use them on you, I suggest you confess, then and there, to getting them for yourself and WANTING her to put them on you! I've found that those moments of intimacy are really good times to be wide open and vulnerable. It's easier for me anyway, to say what I've been aching to tell her and she seems to receive it well and respond to it better when she learns something new in those special moments.


The perfect ringtone has to be, Wanted Dead or Alive by Bon Jovi. Who you use it for is up to you.